Bleak...

...their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression, no expression
hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow
no tomorrow, no tomorrow...

and i find it kind of funny,
i find it kind of sad,
the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had,
i find it hard to tell you,
i find it hard to take,
when people run in circles its a very...
very mad world...

-Gary Jules-

*No, I'm not suicidal... Just my week's impression of Oncology...*

Call me a fatty - I don't care!

This week has been just non stop eating and sleeping, and I can literally feel my pants getting tighter! No joke! More reasons to shop? If my half empty wallet agrees, that is...

But back to food and more food, this week had been CRAZY! (feels weird saying this after Psychiatry) Ordering in or being master chefs ourselves, we had fun, be it -

posing with the food,
all engrossed in preparing them,
taking a rest bite while making them,
caught eating them,

or simply cooking them, we had an enormous deal of craic, not to mention stuffing ourselves silly with our own creation and masterpieces. All these talking will not suffice, if I don't display our array of mouth-watering work to make stomachs growl. (I know mine is at the moment...)

I Am Addicted To You - Ben's Facebook Tag

Ben is nosy about my music taste, and he has chosen the right time to be, because it's Easter and I have time on my hands! We'll see who has the superior acoustic flavour!

Here's what you do:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. I honestly did not rig this!


1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Rise Above This - Seether (Yeah, man! U can do better!)

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Cabaret Aspirateur - Les Triplettes de Belleville (Means, I'm dark and weird... LOL!)

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Halo - Beyonce (Wow! This is good!)

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Greatest Day - Take That (Can my iTunes read the questions??? Another good answer!)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE??
Scream - Chris Cornell (I'll need loads of honey...)

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I Want You - Kings of Leon (I want everything!!!)

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Beautiful - Akon ft. Colbie O' Donis (HAHAHA!!!)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
7 Things - Miley Cyrus (I wonder what...)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Ao No Ether - Megumi Nakajima (Macross Frontier OST) (Think outside the box! ;P)

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Do You - Ne-Yo (Errr... No comment...)

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Cinderella - Steven Curtis Chapman (Hmmm... What will happen after midnight???)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Breakeven - The Script (Alamak... Emo-nye...)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf (ROCK ON!!!)

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Other Side of the World - KT Tunstall (Hmmm... :))

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Gekidou - Uverworld (Errr... I dunno what it means in English...)

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Black or White - Adam Lambert (Michael Jackson) (Maybe I'll end up dancing it alone...)

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional (Awww... That's touching)

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Footprints In The Sand - Leona Lewis (Interesting, and romantic in a way... :))

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Din Din Wo (Little Child) - Muso Ko (Is there something that I need to know about???!!!)

20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cold Desert - Kings of Leon (No, I don't!)

21) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Jing Wu Men - Luo Zhi Xiang (Means 'Dance.' That's not bad at all! :))

22) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
One Step Beyond - Karsh Kale (I'll fall off a cliff???)

23) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Waltz - Gentry Morris (With who???)

24) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Mercy - Duffy (Seeing people do that to me! LOL!)

25) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
One Rock N' Roll Too Many - Syesha Mercado (AI7 / Starlight Express) (Yeah, my feet hurts!)

26) WHY WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Shout To The Lord - AI7 Top 8 (Idol Gives Back) (Cool! :))

27) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk (4 really scary adjectives!)

28) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Bu Yuan - Elva Hsiao (Does that mean yes?)

29) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
What It's Like To Be Me - Justin Timberlake + Britney Spears (Don't wanna change that... LOL!)

30) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Summerboy - Lady Gaga (If he punches me...)

31) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I Am Addicted To You - Anna Tsuchiya inspi Nana (Nana OST) (Sounds good!)

Deleting...

Clearing the hardisc I carry above my neck and found some things that I don't need anymore:

1) Gedenkenlautwerden / Echo de la pansee
2) Thought broadcast / block / insertion
3) Delusions of persecution, guilt, etc...
4) Schizo affective / Schizotypal
5) Stereotypy / Mannerisms
6) Anorexia / Bulimia
7) Chlorpramazine / Clozapine
8) Enduring Personality Change... PTSD... ...
9) Amok / Dhat / Latah / Koro
10) Panic / Anxiety disorders

All of the above, and a whole load of other deletable (confusing) files...

*clicks on DEL button...*

Don't need those anymore, because...

I PASSED PSYCH!!!

Will still need them for final year - but lets just worry then!
Just lemme have my peaceful two weeks off! ;)

Spring is here - let's wake up and smell the flowers!

[edited] And I don't need a spring dress...